Annoyed by Nightmares

Can you believe that 3 days non stop dreaming the similar things..
Which is scaring me and make my mood swinging up and down everyday...
Really couldn't believe what i've dreamed..
Do our dreams come true???
Of course we hope dreaming getting more money or having a perfect life will come true..
I really wish that what i dreamed is not true at all!!!
If it's really came true it is just a way of killing me...
Because it will ruin us...

You said that i think too much thats why will dream rubbish things..
But i felt it is so true in the dream..
My heart is so pain when im awake from the dreams...
Can felt my tears dried on my face after that..
Im really afraid this is a signal..
Tell me its not true at all...

Why so many things happen recently?
Why we just cant get what we supposed to get and always have to suffer??
God.. can you help us??
Im just too tired seeing somebody face getting moody everyday and having so many problems that couldn't solve and being so helpless...
I feel so useless because couldn't help anything...
This make me feel our gap is getting further and further...
I really appreciate this relationship very very much...

Soon, i will back to study again...
Wondering what will happen next...
You told me you going back working there...
I really don't know how to react that moment..
Feel so so so lost....
What you want me to answer you??
Was hoping everything will be fine and your situation will be better after leaving here..
At the same time im afraid that your leaving will cause our gap getting further and further..
Tell me it will be fine baby...
Seeing you so suffer i really do not know what to do....
Cant help anything at all make me so suffocating...

Will be study one year at here then going Kampar continue study for 3 years...
What will happen next???
Can anyone predict what will happen next??
Father..please help me...
I really do not know how to express my feelings now..
My emotion is totally IMBA now...

Baby,
I miss you so much..
Always wanted to understand you more but at the end things went worse..
How you want me to tell you all this..
Im afraid of too much things..
Im so tired too...
Im so worry about you and also about us...

Im just so into you...
There is no reason why...
Im just wanna love you with my hearts...
Love you so much baby...

Randomly feeling IMBA!!

Work!!! Work!!! Work!!! Work!!! Work!!! Work!!! Work!!! Work!!! Work!!! Work!!!

IMBA!!! IMBA!!! IMBA!!! IMBA!!! IMBA!!! IMBA!!! IMBA!!! IMBA!!! IMBA!!!

Cut my hair just now...

PUAS!!!


To be continue...





MICHELLE!!!

Sweet time~

Tired..

Feel want drink one huge pint of Hoegaarden!!!!

Sangat PANAS!!!!!

Haiz...

Damn fucking tired today...

After work went for "lok lok" awhile with Ah Ping...

My dinner...

-.-"

My hotdog...

The blur~~ face...

Feel damn sick weh..

So boring everyday go work then back home...

Tomorrow can't go shopping with Wenqi and Sonia some more...
huhuhuhuhuh ='(

Long time didn't go shopping...

Lucky Saturday off can go dating awhile...

Sunday have to go for the Undang class... -.-"

I know im late...

What to do...

Feel want to drink a huge pint of Hoegaarden!!!!

Arghhh!!!!

Weather damn Fucking HOT!!!!!!

-michelle-

Angry day..

Today really damn tension and damn fucking piss with my new colleague!!!

Really never met people like him!!!

Menyusahkan only!!!

After work went pasar malam with Ah Ping...

Saw this two bangala..

-.-"

Holding hands pulak...

-.-"

Geli sial!!

8pm something went Mid Valley MPH buy book for baby..

"Saya Pun Melayu"

That's the book he wanted to buy..

Sienz..

Politic book...

Don't know why la ever since the stupid idiot came and joined my company..

I became more violence and bad temper..

So sui man...

Again, i skipped my dinner..

Off to bed..

zzzzZZ

Michelle Edbergh

Sweet time..

I miss my BABES!!!!

SONIA!!!!

REKHA!!!

WENQI!!!

AMY!!!!!!

I MISS YOU ALL BABES!!!!!!

It's been so long we never meet up because of busy working...

wuwuwuuwuwwuw

='(

Last night...

Went Nathan's corner for dinner with bro and the gf..

Watched MU against Chealsea...

Fucking useless...

Haiz...

MU LOSE!!!!!!!

Fuck it la....

=(

Last Friday after submit my application form at UTAR..

Went to find dumb...Long time didn't see him...

Somemore he is going back Malacca working..haiz...so sad... =(

Anyway..we went 1U as usual..

Guess what...that day was Good Friday and we are not suppose to eat meat at all....

But end up this dumb keras kepala want eat bak kut teh and minum teh cina at there..

We had with Jermaine...

After we ordered only we realize it's good friday...wtf..hahahaha

The bak kut teh also so so only....

After makan went Popular jalan-jalan...

He likes to read politics books... -.-

I was left alone walking here and there snapping pictures...

So concentrate when with the politics books... =.=

Just randomly snapping his pictures...

I was too bored till grab his funky spec and cam whoring there...

huahahahhah :P

At last my house have internet...

Gosh...main till puas nowadays.....

Pictures

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