My days..

This few days was too tired but lovely to me..I can 't believe that they hired me at throw me to topman.

Working at Topman is benefiting me because everyday i get to see lots of big handsome cute guys and also gays... but you know what.. some gays are hot!!!!

Sometimes when I'm in charge of the fitting room i get to cuci my mata!!!! Huaahaha!!!

But is quite tiring because have to rush here and there serve the cute customers..fuh..but i felt it's worth it..haha...it's RM6 per hour...

After i get to work at here i learned how to take bus from my condo to work!!!

What the hell man...

All the while i hated bus like shit but now i had change my point of view...

Taking public transport is definitely more worth it!! Hahaha...

This is because its more fast and direct!!! And cheap!!!

I cant believe that i like taking buses already..

If you guys watched the Zombieland movie you should know this rule: Rule #36 Enjoy the little things!

I did this everyday when take bus..haha

Thats another things make me feel better when working is my baby!!

He is so adorable and lovely!!!!

Second day working he brought voucher for me and we had lunch together and spent one hour break with him...that was cool..i actually cant believe it when he came and find me because usually im the one go find him..

Well, yesterday was more awesome!!!

He asked me whether i can take the afternoon shift so that i can have lunch at his house then only go work cuz he wanted to cook for me...woohoo!!! Of course want la...

But unfortunately they put me in morning shift..wtf

Anyway is not a bad thing also...When around 12.30 he message me what time is my break he want bring food for me!!!!

Wow!!! He bringing food for me!!! Im like oh my god!!! My heart melt kao kao weh..haha

Ya, 1.30pm is my break time and he came with my lovely lunch!!!

Guess what he cook...

God, he cooked lamb chop!! hahaha...and also the steamed jagung and french fries...

haha..it was funny because the beside the lamb was fulled with carrots and broccoli...haha

So sweet..this the first time he did that to me..

Whose boyfriends purposely cook and bring the foods all the way from home for the girlfriend??

Maybe others got this experience but this was my first time...

I appreciate it a lot..

Remembered that day we went back Melaka follow Darren's car..

I had lots of funs there..really...

We went clubbing at Pure Bar that night and celebrated Kevin's birthday..

I drank lot...Beers, Lamboghini, and also Black Label...

End up puke..gosh...i puke when Darren is driving...haha

I just Slumber open the car door and puke...haha...

But feel wasted cuz puke everything out..

And that was my first time puking after drinking...

hahahahahahhaaa....

The bad news is......he going Singapore work next year thats why he spent all the time with me recently...haiz....what a bad news...but i'll love him and wait for him!!!

What we have to do now is appreciate the time when we are together and do not argue anymore...

I love you baby!!!!

Macam Macam ada...

Its been a long time didn't online....im finally back...
Left two paper..Chemistry and Chinese...
hahahhah...later only study la...
During this few weeks...the exam really freaked me out...
Damn stupid..i feel like burn the books everytime when finish a subject...
Everday study...like no feeling d...bodoh...

Now people started plan to go here and there right after the chemistry paper..
So people..what's your plan??
My plan...

• 8th of Dec - shopping at TS then night burn al-bakat (just kidding) WQsaid want have a damn firework at there..when the police come..i and Sonia will run first!!! hahaha
• 9th of Dec - Class outing to Mid Valley... probably movies or fuck around there..
• 12th of Dec - Let's party!!!! Poppy?? Maison?? Quatro?? The best is MOS!!! haha
• 16th of Dec - Genting trip with WARMS...
• 21th of Dec - Melaka!!! woohoo!!!! will be staying there for one whole week!! Celebrating Christmas there!!! woohoo!!!!!
• 31th of Dec - Count down party!!! woohoo!!!!!
  

Oh ya.. the worst thing happened during this few weeks is my handphone spoilt!!!
@#$%*$#@%^*&^#$%#!@$%^*$#^@^*#@$%^@$
What the fuck man!!!!!!
Stupid phone!!! God damn it!!!! That is one of the reason that freaked me out...
Im totally no mood hanging around without my phone...
No more camera, no more music when in the lrt, no more reminder, no more important contacts...
Haiz....realy fucked up....
Dah la pokai kao kao...now the phone bully me pulak..wtf...

What a terrible year man...after having enough fun have to find a part-time job d..haiz..
I'm totally broke!!!!

The Road Not Taken

The road not taken............................................................................

8 more days..

8 more days...
Like what Wenqi said...
Do you smell freedom or fear???
I'm at the border line of fear and freedom though....
And guess what...
I haven't even start study...
WTF....
Damn bloody scared but don't know what to do...
Gonna leave the school very soon....
I'll miss the school fucking much!!!!
Although it's a bit fucked up school...
But i still love you-SMKBJ!!!!

TO ALL MY LOVELY 2009 SPM CANDIDATES FRIENDS
Come on...cheer up...
Go study and fuck the SPM paper up!!!
You'll sure can survive SPM!!!
And get the freedom!!!
Woohoo!!!!
Fuck You SPM!!!!!!

More photos...

Im back ♥

hahahaha...no make up eye is smaller wan la....

Celeste's costume seems a bit weird..but anyway she looks cute...
hahahahahahahahah!!!!!

I know Jon's pose is a bit weird...
But he said this looks more Indian....
Wth...zha dou....

Boon said this Tai Chin from Tan's family....

hahaha..do we looks like husband wife??

All this photos are taken this Tuesdayfor the Hari Budaya...
What the hell..this is the first time wear cheong sam...damn fucking tight...
Mana tau will same colour with Boon wan.....funny...
Hope Sarah babe wont mind.....hahahahaaa....

A night to remember

SMK Bukit Jalil will be having prom end of this year.
A night to remember. A gathered party filled with latest party beat and glittering moments.

Especially the form 5 dudes, this is your precious last year,so come along and have fun,to enjoy and make this night a memorable one.Not to forget tag along with more friends and gather the party !

Dress up with the best outfits and stand a chance to be up on the stage. There will be grand prizes and lucky draws waiting for you!!!

We are having a special offer which is RM150 per couple. You can come along with your friends in a group of 5 person including yourself which is only RM380, this offer will be end on October. So hurry up before you miss the chance !!!

Please comfirm your participation by 31th of October 2009. Payment after 31th October will back to normal price RM90 per head and there will be no couple offer.
Outsiders are allowed and participants are encouraged to bring your date :)

Alchohol will be serve bottomless!!!!!

Upon comfirmation, please state down your (and your date) name, class and contact numbers to Michelle, Sonia and Wen Qi (5 Cemerlang).

Venue: Cititell, Mid Valley
Date: 18 December 2009
Time: 7pm-11.30pm
Dress Code: Formal & Glamorous
Contact: Sonia Lee (0143329733) Michelle Tan (0169090105) Wen Qi (0122033545)

Bye...

I cant take this any longer...
Please stop adding pressure on me!!!!!!!!!
Please!! I need some spaces and time!!!!!
Stop nagging me!!!!!
Its hurts!!!
Don't wnt to help means shut up!!!!

Will be missing for awhile...........

Under depressions..

Im still under depression actually...
So many things happened in this few days...
Peoples around me also facing full of shit's problems....
Everyone is like damn emo and frustrated...especially the guys...
What happened actually...
I still cant accept the things happened...
Why the fuck it happened on me....
I cant stop thinking about it... it sickening...fucked up.....
I really didn't expect all this will happened....wtf....
Why la the God wanna play me like this???
It ruined part of my fucking life.....
To the dumbfuck that hurt me badly: U have no right to be emo over there!!!

Emo...

Nothing to do...I love my wall and my guitar...
Suit my mood....

Why am i still thinking about that....

But it really hurts....

Why? What the fuck wrong with me???

Maybe...it have to be like that...It's better to be like this....

Look into the guitar like a mirror....

Fuck it la...Don't hurt me anymore....

What is LOVE???

A long time ago I thought that love was something that you reserved for some special set of people that you had judged worthy of it. After a while I got to thinking about what Jesus had said about turning the other cheek and loving our neighbor I put the two together and realized that he had made no exceptions in these statements. It became obvious to me that he intended that we exclude no one from the love that we are supposed to be giving. I started thinking about my idea of love and suddenly realized that I had not been loving anyone at all. I had simply been judging everyone and every thing. Judging someone worthy of love is not love, it is only judgment. I actually started to cry when I realized this. I saw just how much of my life I had wasted being judgmental, thinking of myself as a Christian, when I was actually doing just the opposite of what Jesus had asked us to do. I thought about the verse judge not lest ye be judged, and I understood it for the first time. I realized that I have a lot of catching up to do. So many opportunities were wasted. I now try to apply the love that I have for the world in a universal way like Jesus asks us to do. If I start to feel afraid and think that I see someone that I should not love because of something I have thought or heard I try to catch my mistake as soon as possible. I tell myself that I have forgot the truth and have fallen for the same old trick that had cost me so many opportunities to be loving in the past. The horror of this realization is often all that is necessary to bring me back to my senses and make me drop the judgmental nonsense I was thinking. I still have a lot to learn about love, but at least I’m making progress.

The moments...

1st time at Barcelona with Darren & Francis...

Nothing to do....

Went to Kepong eat Bak Kut Teh...

Ponteng kerja pulak....

1st time went to Malacca Pure Bar...

I promise you my heart♥
♥I promise you my life♥
♥I promise we'll never be apart♥
♥I promise not to hurt you♥
♥I promise to never make you cry♥
♥I promise to always trust you♥
♥I promise not to lie♥
♥I promise you forever♥
♥I promise you tonight♥
♥I promise you my respect♥
♥I promise to do things right♥
♥I promise to always be there♥
♥I promise until the end♥
♥I promise to always love you♥
♥I promise to be your best friend♥
♥I promise you my love♥
♥I promise you my life♥
♥I promise this forever♥
♥I promise our friendship is my life♥
♥u're the PEANUT to my BUTTER ,♥
♥u're the STAR to my BURST,♥
♥u're the M to my M,♥
♥u're the POP to my TART,♥
♥u're the MILKY to my WAY,♥
♥u're the FRUIT to my LOOP,♥
♥u're the MILK to my DUDS,♥
♥u're the LUCKY to my CHARMS,♥
♥u're the ICE to my CREAM,♥
but mostly....
♥u're the most IMPORTANT person in my LIFE♥

what i wish to do with u.....

What the hell weh.....
I'm the one suppose to be there with you weh..
Kecoh la this Francis...

What i want...

I want get this done by this year....

The worst thing happened...

The last day of September...
Something happened and i won't forget about it for the rest of my life..
Something fuck up happened just like that....
I really don't know how to tell out..
But what i knew is... I'm being hurt kao kao after that...

Talk to me....

You talk to me
You speak with me
Don't sink before you rise baby
Don't fade away

You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels like a world away

Who's to say, we'll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same
And i know that we'll never change
Look i bought your favourite ice cream
I dont wanna see it melt away

If you walk out now
I don't know if we're gonna be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause i want you to stay here with me

The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where i know i won't forget

And now, whos to say, well be ok
We will make it through the night
Dont wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause were the same
And I know that we'll never change
look I bought your favorite ice ream
I dont want to see it melts away

If you walk out now
I dont know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

I want you to stay here with me

The sudden death......

10th of September....
One of my friend's brother passed away....
Everyone was shocked....
When i heard about this in class...
I cant stop tearing...
Im sorry to heard that....
On that day after i know about the death...
We went and visit our friend.....
I really cant accept it..
I cant stop tearing when i saw her father shivering and crying there...
I and Amy also cant tahan and cried....
Most of the brother friends also crying like hell...

Can you imagine when your boyfriend said:'' Baby, i'll be back.'' to you...
But end up he met with a car crash and leave the world forever and never come back anymore...
How hurts it can be to the girlfriend....
And they were about to go for further study le.....
End up...he just left like that....
I will rather die....sorry to said that....

Although i don't know the brother...
But when i know that he passed away so sudden without leave a word to his girlfriend and the family,
I can imagine the pain...and i can feel it....
It is very hurting...and horrible....
Because i faced before...
When your beloved leave you without leaving any words....
And come so sudden...
It makes you don't know what to do....
Worst is....the brother made my friend the only child and left her with so many responsibility...
It is quite hard to accept the facts....
And made my friend don't know what to do....
Aiks....babe...you really need time k....
We will support you!!!