Annoyed by Nightmares

Can you believe that 3 days non stop dreaming the similar things..
Which is scaring me and make my mood swinging up and down everyday...
Really couldn't believe what i've dreamed..
Do our dreams come true???
Of course we hope dreaming getting more money or having a perfect life will come true..
I really wish that what i dreamed is not true at all!!!
If it's really came true it is just a way of killing me...
Because it will ruin us...

You said that i think too much thats why will dream rubbish things..
But i felt it is so true in the dream..
My heart is so pain when im awake from the dreams...
Can felt my tears dried on my face after that..
Im really afraid this is a signal..
Tell me its not true at all...

Why so many things happen recently?
Why we just cant get what we supposed to get and always have to suffer??
God.. can you help us??
Im just too tired seeing somebody face getting moody everyday and having so many problems that couldn't solve and being so helpless...
I feel so useless because couldn't help anything...
This make me feel our gap is getting further and further...
I really appreciate this relationship very very much...

Soon, i will back to study again...
Wondering what will happen next...
You told me you going back working there...
I really don't know how to react that moment..
Feel so so so lost....
What you want me to answer you??
Was hoping everything will be fine and your situation will be better after leaving here..
At the same time im afraid that your leaving will cause our gap getting further and further..
Tell me it will be fine baby...
Seeing you so suffer i really do not know what to do....
Cant help anything at all make me so suffocating...

Will be study one year at here then going Kampar continue study for 3 years...
What will happen next???
Can anyone predict what will happen next??
Father..please help me...
I really do not know how to express my feelings now..
My emotion is totally IMBA now...

Baby,
I miss you so much..
Always wanted to understand you more but at the end things went worse..
How you want me to tell you all this..
Im afraid of too much things..
Im so tired too...
Im so worry about you and also about us...

Im just so into you...
There is no reason why...
Im just wanna love you with my hearts...
Love you so much baby...